About which part!? The part where I supposedly paid more attention to those BLUs that've showed up than you? Because that isn't true, and you bloody well know it! Or do you mean the part where I gave you my name because I—

[He doesn't cut himself off- it's more that the words just die in his throat somewhere. He takes a breath and tries again.]

Because I thought you—

[He presses his hand over his face, trying to bottle it up with a choked noise.]