Flame #17 [Text] VAGUE POST IS VAGUE.

[notintehkitchen]

Can a person taste like their name? Especially if they are named after a food? Is that... possible?

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[notintehkitchen.livejournal.com]

I just thought of something.

Here, Sensei can be free. He no longer has to work for RED by force. This can be your normal life.

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[uebercharge.livejournal.com]

[And more silence. It's clearly an idea he himself isn't exactly ready for yet. How much of a normal life is he even capable to endure after all those years?]

...possibly.

[In a way, it might be sort of frightening even. He has gotten used to just being the Medic. Cutting all his ties to RED? Impossible.]

Zhough... I am not sure I could just stopp being vho I am now. Could you do zhat? You already did a lot for your freedom onze. Viuld zhis hier... Vork for you?

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[notintehkitchen.livejournal.com]

You should do what makes you the most comfortable and happy. If you want to keep being 'The Medic', you should. Just... there's other possibilities if you ever want to try. Here you have a chance not to be a prisoner anymore.

All I wanted all my life was to be able to be with my flames. Being 'The Pyro' suits me well. But someday, when I get older... I might not be able to do this any longer.

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[uebercharge.livejournal.com]

I guess you are right. Ve can be who ve vant for as long as ve vant. No scheduled missions... Only vhat ve dezide to do. All of us.

You zhink it ist possible to separate you from your flames? Vhat vould you even do vizhout zhem?

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[notintehkitchen.livejournal.com]

I don't know if I'll ever be able to get away from my obsession. If I could, I would of gotten married and had kids when I was out of high school like my parents wanted.

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[uebercharge.livejournal.com]

You said zhose vere zhings you did not vant to do anyvay, so maybe it ist besser for you to hold on to your love for zhe flames, zhen. Unless you find somezhing you deem at least equally important.

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[notintehkitchen.livejournal.com]

I think you're right. There's not much point for me to exist if I'm not going to be with the flames.

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[uebercharge.livejournal.com]

See. Vhat you chose to do ist your choize. You can keep doing vhat you vish as long as you still vish to do so. Family und marriage... Zhese should only bozher you vhen you start vishing for zhem.

[He pauses briefly.]

...you may be too old for a family by now anyway.

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[notintehkitchen.livejournal.com]

Too old? I'm twenty-five.

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[uebercharge.livejournal.com]

Indeed. Considering zhe majority of young families starts around the age of sixteen oder eighteen, you zertainly are a little late for zhat. Vomen your age often already haff zheir zhree, maybe four children, zhe oldest being around ten.

[His tone gets softer.]

But zhat ist zhe life your parents had vanted for you. Parents alvays vish to see zheir grandchildren before zhey grow too old after all. You fought und gained your freedom, vhich ist vorzh much more zhan zhat.

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[notintehkitchen.livejournal.com]

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[notintehkitchen.livejournal.com]

I want to have a kid, just not right now. Maybe when I get older I'll adopt. For now, I have Jell-O to nurture.

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[uebercharge.livejournal.com]

Zhat ist eine option. Und know: If I am still around by zhat time, I shall support you.

[And he cuts the feed. The entire topic... It's sort of weirding him out despite anything.]