"I suppose maybe we should call it a blind date?" No, no, NOOOOOOOO. She had never been on a date in her life. All she had ever done was held hands with another man and that had been nerve-wrecking enough. Sure, now she grabbed people all the time but it was different because she didn't harbor romantic feelings towards them--Okay, FINE. Maybe Engineer, but she had lived with it because she assumed old men were probably married and there was never going to be a big reveal to the rest of the team.
Her mind was screaming while her heart told her to continue. It is for the good of another person! For a comrade! For a friend!
Beating at her chest once with a clenched fist, she continued to back off. It was going to be hard to get any of her friends in the small town to understand she wanted to dress like a woman for some reason and required a bra and stockings to go along with a dress. What about make-up?
She had not been a woman in four years. FOUR YEARS.
"Don't worry. Just be yourself. You know, you are pretty cool because you are all loner and mysterious like! That vibe! I think girls like something like that-- and when you play hard to get. Make it a game! Don't give in too easy!" Please shoot her now, she was the last one to give love advice.
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Date: 2015-09-21 07:20 am (UTC)Her mind was screaming while her heart told her to continue. It is for the good of another person! For a comrade! For a friend!
Beating at her chest once with a clenched fist, she continued to back off. It was going to be hard to get any of her friends in the small town to understand she wanted to dress like a woman for some reason and required a bra and stockings to go along with a dress. What about make-up?
She had not been a woman in four years. FOUR YEARS.
"Don't worry. Just be yourself. You know, you are pretty cool because you are all loner and mysterious like! That vibe! I think girls like something like that-- and when you play hard to get. Make it a game! Don't give in too easy!" Please shoot her now, she was the last one to give love advice.