[Voice]

[notintehkitchen]

It feels great to be back in my own body! I've missed using my hands so much. Now I can eat bacon and open things again! Really, those two things are very important!

[There is a squeak in the background.]

That's right, Jell-O says he is happy to see his mother back too. I wonder who was taking care of you while I was gone?

[A few more squeaks come across the feed.]

No one? Did you behave yourself?

[There is no more squeaking.]

I'm taking that as a no. Alright, who's brain matter do I have to clean up?

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[voice]

[meettheknife.livejournal.com]

For somezhing zat you were going to 'sic' on me, it does no' sound very intimidating.

[voice]

[notintehkitchen.livejournal.com]

You shouldn't question my child's capabilities. If you see any animals about with their heads missing, it was probably Jell-O who did it.

[For a moment, she seems to ignore the feed and talk to Jell-O.]

What did I tell you about eating brains? Just because I call you a brain slug doesn't mean you can go around doing that. Why can't you eat bacon like your mother?

[voice]

[meettheknife.livejournal.com]

..Zat is disturbing...'orrifying even.

[voice]

[notintehkitchen.livejournal.com]

That's his nature, I suppose. Is yours really all that different? I'm sure you scare Snipers and Engineers to death.

[voice]

[meettheknife.livejournal.com]

Zey don' seem to be scared as much as irritated. Besides, I am no' scared of you (much).

[voice]

[notintehkitchen.livejournal.com]

You'd be scared of me if I was a BLU Pyro.

... You might want to reconsider your thinking here. If you get near my flamethrower, RED or not, you will get hurt.

Re: [voice]

[meettheknife.livejournal.com]

Of course. Go a'ead and kill me, it will be of no loss to you or your comrades.

[voice]

[notintehkitchen.livejournal.com]

The Snipers would be happy.

Re: [voice]

[meettheknife.livejournal.com]

I am aware. Zey 'ave already made zeir opinions of me clear.

[voice]

[notintehkitchen.livejournal.com]

[Her voice switches almost immediately to something a little more sorrowful.]

It's awful to be disliked by everyone, isn't it?

Re: [voice]

[meettheknife.livejournal.com]

Oui. Zough I suppose it comes 'and in 'and wizh being a Spy, I am only doing my job.

[There's a faint huff.]

You seem pleasant enouzh zough, if you are implying people dislike you..

[voice]

[notintehkitchen.livejournal.com]

I thought I was nice, now I'm not so sure with how angry everyone gets at me.

It would be better to go back into my mask and hide like I did for all those years. It was lonely, but no one acted strangely around me or made me feel strange.

Re: [voice]

[meettheknife.livejournal.com]

Well, you can eizher take it in your stride or you can do somezhing about it.

'iding won' save you. I wear a mask and I doubt zeir opinions would change if I took it off.

[voice]

[notintehkitchen.livejournal.com]

But with your mask people can understand what you say with it on. Nobody understands me except Engineer.

Re: [voice]

[meettheknife.livejournal.com]

Is zhat kind of existence more satisfying zan what you are experiencing right now?

Surely you are suffering, but to feel 'urt is a powerful zhing. Not somezhing to give up.